Thursday, March 12

928

in perpetual uncertainty over everything. read blogs, didn't comment on any. i've lost my ability to write full sentences (except now and here, for some reason). been awake for 18 hours now, not good. kicking my self, again, for something(s) that happened last year. sudden outbursts in f.o.m will surely turn into a storm soon. i mainly exist in facebook, flickr and emails right now. i can't think of anything else that needs less words than pictures. i take good photos. got many things done, except maybe sleep, which i am not able to 'achieve'. in perpetual sickness. i try and try and i'm still unable to erase the pain. the next guy who comes to me with a business proposal will be killed. salvation comes, in solitude. the unending evenings and forever nights are well alive. am not going to turn this into a poem. this is post 928 by the way, the number means nothing. such strange path you have, wonder how i chose to fit in and not make it right. the sound of silence. gradual insanity. perpetual chaos. broken causality. i am nuts. good morning.

15 comments:

Ragtag said...

So, here I was at 5:23AM, fixated on getting my paper done in time for the deadline. Hopelessly browsing the net for some good references. And I stumble upon your blog. Went through the latest post and felt a strange bond. Haven't slept in over 48 hours and counting - finding it excessively hard to put two and two together, not to mention this incredibly difficult if-you-don't-hand-it-in-in-time-you-won't-be-allowed-to-the-exam thing.
It's just that the notion, of there being loads of people feeling and thinking the same - kind of feels like a relief. Anyway. Good luck to you.

Arv said...

The only business proposal that you should accept is to get experimented on with some sleep drug...

hit the bed and get some sleep bro...

kewl post though :)

cheers..

Nahuatl said...

Its ok. You just need sleep.

brocasarea said...

dude wht happn?..depressed??:0...

try some yoga or some nice vacation!!...

tc!!:)

Jeevan said...

Doctors too advice a perfect medicine as sleeping for any problem connected with mind and stress. as i told back get sometimes for sleep and eat!
One example I tell u was life should be balanced, like a balance instrument. were one of the either side got much weight it get down and the other float up. so the other needs some weight to balance! U understood I tried to explain? keep the sleep and wake near to balance. And don’t be like me, whom lately began to sleep more than 10 hours hehe...

Kavi said...

Lets talk soon ! There is work to do !

And btw, people who have hopes, belief and immense love for you, exist. In the blog world and in the real world.

Take care !

d gypsy! said...

take care ghosty...

Mandeep Gill said...

Salam gp!

You sound like you had a rough rough time. Sorry for the disappearing act, past 6 months have been rough.

How are you?

Mandeep Gill said...

This is what happened to me :D

http://kissalostsoul.blogspot.com/2009/03/why-oh-why.html

the pink orchid said...

4:20 a.m. and such thought..

let everything be and fill yourself up on life again.. :) and you NEED to sleep!!

Nachi said...

ref:"i am nuts."

...you are an Acorn! of use only to the squirrels...

:)

sleep brah! take inspiration from me.

Miladysa said...

Sleep Ghosty - sleep.

Sweet dreams.

hugs)

M

Solo said...

Maybe you really need to sleep..
And i definitely,i agree with Brocasarea,you need to have fun or vacation maybe.So you can relax.;D
Have a nice day.

yeskarthi said...

Enna Siva, Romba busy ya?

Ghost Particle said...

thank you for all the wonderful comments guys, will be back to reply to each. finally found my missing time, only to succumb back to deadlines. love all.

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it rains around the world sleep welcomes the dream, and  enigmatic souls awaken along the eternal shores of destiny