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Memories of a Lost Generation

Until this moment, the feeling of confusion continues to grow. The seldom bright sky, the torrential rain in a summer day floods the memories. Not a single day goes by without the worry, the sadness and the moments we wish not to live anymore. In all this, you wonder what happened to the promised days that we were told during childhood. Growing up looks easy compared to these lost days where no solution presents itself. It's not about the choices anymore, its about living. It's not about surviving anymore, its about letting go. It's about sacrifice that not many are willing to take. There was a time when we wished everyone was the same like us, then we grew up. Now we wish we never did. There is no truth anymore. Some you can understand them, what they want in life and where they are headed. They made sacrifices themselves. No justice to push them to make the decisions they don’t want. And in contrast, from our perspective of the world, we must bear all the injustice our self. It's hard to be an old soul. Even if you only feel you're an old soul. The pain of a thousand generation. The inability to grow beyond the physical lines of life even when the mind has reached the edges of time. The feeling of being stuck, in a perpetual regenerating labyrinth. We wish and we wish. I just wish to die for good this time. I think I have lost the game.

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Miladysa said…
"It's hard to be an old soul. Even if you only feel you're an old soul."

Marvellous! I would be interested to learn where your inspiration is coming from? :]
Keshi said…
**The inability to grow beyond the physical lines of life even when the mind has reached the edges of time.

I love how u expressed right there...


**I just wish to die for good this time. I think I have lost the game.

is there a deeper meaning to that line?



Keshi.
well expressed post :)

I would say until v lose our dreams v never will lose the game! :)
Pauline said…
We see only what is on the outside, our growth is internal. A spiritual expansion that goes beyond any physical limitations. Discover for yourself through research or visit any place of your choice chapel, synagogue, temple, meditation site. Visit to your hearts content and you will find yourself expand within. Hugs!!!
s^h^i^n^e said…
beautiful...i had a great time reading your blog posts! ;;)

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