[should not be mistaken with ass-pain or pain in the ass]
I'm under medication, heavy doses of some drug that claims to heal back pain, and will work for 6 hours non-stop. After which, the pain comes back.
I am in office, it's lunch hour and I'm on a self imposed diet coz I weight 92 kg's now.
I have loads of work that needs to be done today, but I managed to successfully surf the net for 5 hours straight.
My contract is extended for 3 months, but I dont want to work here anymore.
I cant wake up at 6 am every day anymore. I dont want to wake up at 6 am everyday anymore.
There's so many creative cool people out there, and they make me feel like I'm a slime mould on some rock somewhere in Guyana.
My India trip looks so unrealistic now because I dont have enough cash, havent finished my thesis and my clan thinks I'm joking.
I feel like wacking every couple I see walking around/ hugging and/ or kissing at the mall during the weekends.
I wish I had time to read all the blogs and comment to bloggers who leave comments here but there aren't enough time!
I wish I dont have to think about tommorow and I wish I forget about yesterday.
I am the proud owner of SeaQuest DSV season 1 dvd pack. Pirated that is.
I want to know what happened to the kitten I tried to kill when I was 5.
I wish people blogging would be less dramatic, less self concious, less wannabe, less yuppie, less hippie, less flashy, less fanatic, less...wait...why am I talking of myself...
Everyday, on the road, I see people fighting, shouting, in love, tired, happy, sad, wasted, drunk, wet, sweating, eating, dying. I wish I could see something new the next time.
I feel so sleepy, the drug is kicking-in, slept a total of 8 hours in the past 2 days, but I can't sleep coz I'm in the office! Fuck!
[-] The second Pluto, The Last Stand story will appear tonight. Wish I had more people reading the first one. Feel so sad the effort goes unnoticed to the masses. Thanx to everyone who left comments, and all my blogger friends will have roles in the series. Cheers guys.